SNIPER AND ENDING OF LIFE, the after effect by Obele Nwa Mpa Nnukwu.
Good Morning Ndi Nkem, welcome to another Wicked, sorry I mean Weekend, but with the mixture of the Covid and End Sars plus the palliative looting, the invasion of Police Stations and leaving Guns at the hands of Hoodlums (Hoodlums are Euphemistic promotion, a cosmetics masscara to Cover Dare Devil Robbers), so when one uses bad nuance to introduce any day of the week, just nagide ya, the overbearing weight is much on us, especially Men and nominal Ladies.
Today I just want to applaud those wreck who drank SNIPER or what we call OTAPIAPIA to end thier life because they have one silly issue with life... I don't have anything against it, after all it is thier life, but come with me..
Hold my hand let's stroll down Mmiri Obiaja Nnobi, so we can sit by the trunk of a Cashew tree and with airy environment, birds chirping above, reptiles hissing not far away and sweet breeze of the Water caressing our faces, we can relax and let the discussion enter and take place in our heads.
Life you are quick to end, how did it come to be?
Do you know why those who died before you returned in disguise and we call them Ghost?.. They walk around with Tip Toes as they weren't qualified to rest on the other side and on our divide, they are unwanted ills, no matter the relationship enjoyed while alive, once you died, your Loved one will run at the sight of your Ghostly Form.
They wander aimless, useless, hopeless and pissed over everything.. Imagine they killed self and now met such disdainful voyage!!. Such can be called dislocated existence.. Moving on..
Now seat beside me, hold my hand, gently please, so it doesn't appear we are having romantic overture...
Do you know the stress, difficulties, pains, hunger, pestilence your parents suffered to bring you into this world?..
Do you know what each of them passed through just in a week can't be given to you in whole life, yet they weathered the storm with bravity just to bring you here on earth, so what was that you saw or expirience that gave you the fortitude to end your life?..
OK, let's say you have it all bad, but can I ask you.. Do you know that without trials, there won't be testimony?.
Do you know that, Had Joseph the Dreamer wasn't hated by his own Blood Brothers to the extent they sold him, so that slave traders will kill him, that Joe onye Oka Nro wouldn't have gone to Egypt to become a Prime Minister?..
Do you also know if Potiphars wife did not try seducing him and framing him, he wouldn't be in prison and closer to his destiny?...
Have you thought about Joseph?..
If he had drank Poison when his own brothers sold him, do you think he would have risen to his Utopian height?.
How about when he was sent to Prison for what he did not do, that he got pissed with God and ended his life, what do you think would be the score?.
Leave Joseph for now, let's use our head..
You think that life is not fair to you, so you ended it, so you can go and rest, abi?..
Who told you that there is rest over there?, it's like you got pissed with your parents and run-out to boarden school, well experience with Bullies will teach you better.
Do you think over there in the land of the dead is Eldorado and yet the death still sneak around the living trying to enjoy remnant of human world?.
Here on earth you know your frustration, you know the odds and when you go outside your strong Forte, you discover that many whose lives are worst still live with hope of better tomorrow.
In this World, Uwa ezu Oke, those who have money don't have Omumu, the ones with Omumu can't afford to feed them even with triangular meal.. You may be sick, but strong enough to go out and buy SNIPER, but there are people who has been sick on same Bed, Poo and Wee in same spot for over 10 years and with hope that one day it shall be well..
There are people who are not Poor, but Poverty is them, everything around them stinks with extreme Poverty with prejudice and they believe in the principle of when there is life, there is hope and eventually they made it.
I am not the type who says "You don't have right to take your life", you have the right but before you do, you must..
PAY back your parents for bringing something like you into this world..
You must give back all the Love and support from your friends and enemies..
You must pay all your dues, buy self a portion of Dumping ground in Evil forest, so that after you off self, those you left behind won't bother sourcing for Fund to that effect.
Know it now, that when you think your suffering has reached Climax, that is when a clean horizon is coming.. Same way when Night is darkest, dawn is just few hours away.
This life is sweeter than Honey, no one has gone to the other side of life and came back to tell us how good or bad it is, because over there is a Mirage, kindly live Your life to the fullest.
If you kill self here out of pity, be rest assured that in Hell they can't even give you Mat to lay upon as they will consider you a coward..
So brave life, live against all odds..
If your world throws pebbles on you, gather them and build a pyramid with it.
If your peers mock you, remember they mocked Jesus..
If they despise you, it can't be as bad as Joseph and his brothers..
Just wake up and enjoy life by Your own standard and not by standard of your friends..
If you Spouse dump you, know it is a relief, that a better one is coming, beside that one has expired or have served the purpose.
This is Mkpisi Ndi Egede, Last Born Mpa Nnukwu leaving from where he spent the night heading home to tell the wife, how great the Night Vigil was.. Shhhhhhh don't talk and stop thinking otherwise, na my Vigil not yours..
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